I Discovered a method .... in which  I can explain all stuffs on my mind.... Which is it? Write :)
Since I was a child I hated some attitudes from my father.... some attitudes that I don't know if I can stand ..
One day the phsycology told me " Don't try to change your father attitude" he's a old man ( until now I'm trying to understand him ) but sometimes I wonder... How shit I had resilience...

I need to talk with someone who wanna laugh with me, learn with me, come up with me... who told me " Don't try little Patty"  Someone who hold my hand .... sigh... ( Someone who I wanna love.... I WANNA LOVE!! )